Friday, April 30, 2010

New site:
I found a new blog that many may find helpful:
Here is a bit of the new site. It is very informative, and I found it comforting...
Guest Blogger Dr. Barbara Segal talks about what is abnormal fatigue, and what can be done about it
Fatigue that is often severe, persistent and disabling is a common problem for lupus patients. A sense of exhaustion which interferes with normal functioning is an experience that affects as many as 70% of people with lupus. We all appreciate that illness of many types is associated with extreme tiredness. Fatigue is frequently the first symptom of common illnesses such as viral infection.
Distressingly, in lupus, often the tiredness persists even when the disease is “under control,” a fact that has led many researchers to conclude that disease activity has little or nothing to do with the cause of the fatigue. Yet paradoxically, many patients report that the first symptom of a flare is a worsening or relapse of fatigue. Despite extensive research, many questions remain about the biology of fatigue.
One of the reasons that progress in understanding abnormal fatigue has been slow is that fatigue, like pain, is complex and subjective and therefore a challenge for researchers to describe and measure. Fatigue has physical (needing to rest, weakness), emotional (decreased interest, low motivation) and cognitive aspects (for example: problems with concentration). The physical and emotional impact of fatigue is not the same for each individual and can be present to varying degrees in the same person at different times. Also, the words used to describe fatigue such as tiredness, sleepiness, and exhaustion mean different things to different people.
Clearly, fatigue is very challenging problem and multiple factors potentially contribute. Not surprisingly poor sleep is a major factor. Two thirds of patients with SLE report poor sleep quality. Low mood, pain, lack of exercise and medications all contribute to the high prevalence of fatigue in autoimmune disorders. A comprehensive evaluation to address each one of these issues is a good place to start in turning the fatigue problem into a symptom that is manageable and not disabling.
Fatigue, Depression and Sleep Disorder
Both fatigue and pain are strongly associated with depression in patients with autoimmune disorders including SLE. Depression is particularly frequent in the first year after lupus is diagnosed when medications and inflammatory processes, as well as the challenges of coping with a serious unpredictable illness, can be overwhelming. People with depression typically experience decreased energy along with changes in appetite, memory problems, slow thinking, difficulty with attention, feelings of sadness and loss, and pessimistic thoughts.
Medication to treat depression is often very helpful in treating both the low mood and accompanying changes in appetite, energy and sleep. When daytime tiredness persists even in the absence of depression, poor sleep quality is often a major factor. Sleep disturbance can also be related to many different problems. When pain interferes with sleep, whether the cause is nerve damage, joint inflammation or fibromyalgia , appropriate treatment of the underlying cause is essential.
Sorting out the Cause
Fatigue that follows even minimal activity is frequently associated with deconditioning. Whether decreased physical fitness is the cause or the result of abnormal fatigue, a conditioning exercise program designed to gradually improve fitness is safe and effective in treating fatigue in SLE. Depression is often associated with fatigue that is present throughout the day and is not relieved by sleep or rest. The fatigue is typically severe in the morning, which is also the case when fibromyalgia is present. In fibromyalgia sufferers, patients are likely to awaken feeling unrefreshed, tired or exhausted.
As many as 20% of SLE patients are also experiencing the symptoms of fibromyalgia: widespread muscle pain that is not associated with tissue damage and diffuse tenderness. Because the pain in fibromyalgia is thought to be due to abnormal sensory pain processing, treatment with anti-inflammatory and narcotic analgesics is usually not effective, whereas pain medications that act specifically on pain pathways that are disregarded may be beneficial. If treatment of depression or fibromyalgia is not helpful in improving poor sleep quality, a formal evaluation to determine whether there is a specific sleep disorder interfering with normal sleep patterns, such as obstructed airway or restless leg syndrome, can be useful. Delay in falling asleep can also be helped by exercising early in the day, avoiding alcoholic beverages after dinner and a establishing a relaxing gradual process of winding down before bedtime.
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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Spring Time!

I know when spring time is finally here....

It is not just when all the snow melts....




Things start to turn green...

(Which makes everyone smile!)




video

You start to see the bears come out of their winter slumber...

Here is one hungry bear!

(I'd be starving as well, if I did not eat all winter long!!)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I'm just a girl.. right..?..!

I have been away for a while...
1st I went to Arizona, to start to ride
my bike for the first time in a long time...

I thought that by going to AZ;
where I had so many great memories;
I could find peace and help me feel better again...
To say the least... it did not.
As the last time I was in AZ,
I was 'working' as a professional mountain bike racer.
Those days are long gone...
As I found out, there was so much "down time"-
now that I was no longer racing...
it actually drove me crazy!!

So, I made my way to CA.
to be with my husband, Bruce, who is now back at work;
working full-time!
Buddy was so happy to be with is dad...
He even tried to help him with his work,
so Bruce, could spend some time with us.
And while Bruce is at work,
I try to capitalize on the wonderful weather
out here...
This is one of my favorite trails to hike.
And one of our old 'warm-ups' when we used to train.
(on our mountain bikes)
It is just about one mile from our house.
I also have been riding my bike,
and of course...
shopping!

Since the weather was rainy yesterday,
I took off in quest to find a pair of 'flip flops' ...
Shopping for shoes!
What else could a girl do..?..

And when I saw these, I had to have them.
Me, being only 5' 2" (and 3/4")..
I love it when I can simply wear a pair of shoes and
gain a good 3 to 4 inches of height.
I think by wearing these I am at least 5'6" or so...

And of course I added my signature bling!
I love anything that sparkles.

Now that I see the photos-
I think I need to start using a sunscreen on my toes!
(they look pretty wrinkly..)
Oh well, call me a shoe hog,
or just simply a girl!
After all... one can never have too many shoes..
Right.!..?..

Friday, February 19, 2010

KNOW... YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
and it is NOT in your head!!!!
Ironically...
I took a peek at my blog today;
and noticed that Samantha
had just left a comment...

Once I read what she wrote..
I was deeply saddened of what she is
having to go through.
~Samantha, you are not alone.~
Keep up the fight!
You know yourself the best,
and you also know there are many other
people out there that are going through the
same or worse... So please BE STRONG!!!
I know it is not easy.
(not sure if this helps in any way...
but I take chemo drugs and anti-malaria drugs,
every single day.... just to try and live
'a normal life')

Seriously...
If you ever need to talk,
I am here for you.
You can always e-mail me,
and I will do my best to get in contact with you!
All my best!

Remember... Only the strong get this wonderfull gift called LUPUS!!!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Good Times!!! Good Times!!!

I went to go pick up one of my very best Friends
from the airport.

She is from Chicago, IL.
So she was a bit amazed to find no crowds waiting around...
(what so ever,at all.... the whole 20 min. I was late getting there!)

"Yo, Biatch! Get in the g'd- dam truck!"
~inside joke~
" Okay.... no problem!"
We packed up her things and drove back
to Collbran, for some fun in the sun...

Her Birthday was approaching soon,
and I wanted to do something nice...



SURPRISE!!
"Geleukkege Verjordoag!"
* Gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag!*
(depending as to which part of Holland you are from...)


~I believe she was surprised..~


She made her birthday wishes and then
put out the burning candles..
(with her fingers..?)

And of course, it was time to celebrate!!!

~note how big that bottle of champagne was!~
not the normal size for sure...

Then it was time say say our good-bye's...
We had a blast! To say the least...
Till next time, my friend!
Tot ziens!

~"Smoke 'em while ya got 'em!!"~
HAPPY 28Th BIRTHDAY, Sheri L. !

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

F.Y.I.

I no longer do this anymore...



Nor do I look like this....
~only in my dreams~


I now screech,
(& am discussed, and cry on the inside)
when ever I see a recent
photo of myself.


~I just cannot believe
that, is how I really look!~
Samantha!

I was so happy to see that you left a comment!
Thank you so very much.

I truly appreciate, and know just
exactly how you feel...

I am also struggling with the fact that my body
is not the way I had always known it to be...


Most days I just want to stay in my comfy p.j.'s,
(because none of my normal clothes fit anymore)
just sulk, and feel upset with myself.
I know that will only make things worse...


So, knowing it is going to be an up hill battle...
I try with all my might, to put everyone
and everything, on hold...
So I can finally try to take care of 'me'.
It's not easy...
Believe me!

~I just have to believe that with a desire
to "love life again"...
things will begin to improve.~
Here's to conquering our everyday life struggles!
And here's to you, Samantha!
Keep it up!
(P.S. you inspired me to update my blog.)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Thank You!
I know this is long over due...
I want to thank everyone
from the bottom of my heart,

For all your kind words,
thoughts, prayers, and wishes.

Which none have gone unnoticed,
and were very much appreciated.

Once again~
I Thank You so very much!

Friday, May 23, 2008

Ahhh... Honey!!!

Bruce got a new barbecue,
and decided to cook us some dinner...

Our local black bears came over to see
what was smelling soo good...


Meanwhile, Buddy and I took a walk out to the mailbox...

Hey, mom... What's dad doing?

Don't worry, he is just cooking us some dinner.

But mom... That does not look very good...

Oh, great! I knew we should not have left him alone!

Come on, mom! Lets go save daddy!!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Got Wood?
With winter fast approaching,
Bruce, Buddy, and I decided to drive up into
the mountains to cut some trees down
for our stock of firewood...

On the way up we got to experience
mother nature's master piece...

The photo's just do not show how truly
beautiful everything is...

This is the view from where we decided to
stop and cut, not bad... hey?

Bruce and my 'mini boss' chainsaw,
on top the stack of trees we cut down...

After several hours of hard work,
we made our way down the mountain...

Looking down, to where we will soon be...

Driving through the Aspens...

We made it home, and Bruce was pretty
proud of all the hard work we did,
and the growing pile of wood...
A few of our neighbors came over to help stack
the wood that we recently split...

After several trips to the mountains,
we finally have our stock of wood for the winter..
It was a long day, and everyone was exhausted...

Buddy included.